I was a nightmare

  Today was seriously a very energy draining day. Work place was flooded by so many heads but thats also a good thing to see because it would mean LESS stress for both the managers and staffs :)

When sales were not picking up, I could literally see the impact in everyone. Managers got stressed up and worried while fellow colleagues fought REALLY hard for any sales.

Through all this, I've actually learnt "I must do something" always solves more problems than "Something must be done." 

As we grow up, we need to shoulder more responsibilities.( No more such things like going to school, study, go out, sleep.)

So anyway, I went for second break with my darling bee bee but I could sense that she wasn't being herself.

I had to force the shit out of me to get this silly girl to tell me what was wrong.

When I got to know what happened, I was kind of angry that she was bullied so I just confronted the " to whom it may concern"( I AM JUST TRYING TO BE NICE HERE =.=)

downright childish.Young chap, just go fuck yourself. SERIOUSLY~

I tried hard to control myself infront of the public because I have a very bad temper and I am totally not what I usually portray to people and you will never wanna see and experiece me when I am angry. Jesus Christ

Su Ann was being very nice to handle the " to whom it may concern" when she knew what happened. :)

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Emergency Signal Alert:Bee Bee!!! you must learn to take care of yourself ok. I will not always be there standing up for you when you are in trouble or get bullied like the past lei!!!

STOP being so blur, silly, innocent, gullible, forgiving ok!!

HEHEHEEHE :)

CAUTION: Don't even try to bully Bee because when I get to know, I'll fuck you upside down. (Take my words seriously.) 

She is my one and only "kai xin guo", one and only that I love bullying. HAHA! :)

I was her worst nightmare during sec school days but its that period of time that pulled us so close together.

worse nightmare will definitely include:

-buying lizards to scare her

- writing my name on her test paper because she forgot to write hers HAHA!, 

-poke a pen on her hair and she walked around the school with a pen stucked on her hair :)

-sabotaged her to get punished and had to stand up for one hour...

AND many many more.... I SWEAR..

one thing I was really " buai song" because I actually passed my 2.4km the first time but she only passed the 6th time... =.=''' I will always run with her for her re-test and people thought that I was the one who failed and they were cheering on FOR ME =.=''' =.=''' =.='''

but uh well, its all in the past but these sweetest memories will always be remained in my head. :)

ok just a few pics before I go...

(pics taken when I was in hongkong 3yrs ago)

Do you prefer me with bangs or??? :)

xoxo,

Nat

NEVER ENOUGH

and singapore's famous model TYRON

(pics credit to individual websites.)

They are like my dream type of guys... :)

Double eye lid, sharp nose, attractive smile. One Word... AWESOME!

Drizzling NON STOP~~~~~

I'll never be able to get off my eyes with these HOT guys around. YUM YUM.

xoxo,

Nat

MIXED UP

Today I had to complete an important "mission" in hand so after completing, I went to the coffee shop and ate my lunch there. It has been a while since I've been there. It felt kind of weird cause it was so hot that we were all sweating.. Sucks dog wangs really. and the chairs were so dirty looking. Jesus Christ. 

Guess I need STOP pampering myself so much.

Been really busy for the past few days..

I guess most of you will never understand what I am going through now that the day is nearing. I really hope that everything will go as planned.... :)

Stay Positive... Stay Positive... STAY POSITVE!!!

This picture feels as though I'm hugging my BF.. haha :)

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Over the past 2 weeks, many friends came to visit me and complained that I did not reply their msgs etc..

Honestly, I don't really want to meet anyone at this point of time. The only friend that I always look forward to meet is only bee sian. Don ask me why.. Don hate me..

I've been wanting to know why I'm feeling like this but I too, don have an answer to this.

I believe that all of you will rather me not meeting you all then going out with a long sour/tired/ angry/ not interested face right???

Pls just give me some time ok.....

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NOTE TO SELF: DO FACE MASK LATER.

UPDATED.

Sometimes I wonder, am I really being very heartless???

xoxo,

Nat

Black clouds surrounded everywhere

I'm getting tired of everything. 

Work, Work and WOOORRRK....

I work 8.5 hours a day and when I come home, I work again...

reading e-mails, replying e-mails, thinking of different designs and doing researches.

and not only that,

I've to worry about so many things like family and work.

Totally no end...

No matter what, I will never give up cause I believe its an experience and a challenge for me.

but for now, pls be more understanding if I do not blog as often as the past.

Blogging needs lots of inspirations and currently I have too many things occupied in my mind that I;ve no heart to blog and reply e-mails.

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Anyway, I've been giving out brochures for the past few days. Honestly, I kind of hate giving out brochures cause all of us get hot, sweaty,smelly and tired but I also want the sales to go up.

Giving out brochures also allows me to understand how typical singaporeans are.

I don want to bitch about how ___________ they are now but SHINGZ...

luckily, I've Kenneath and Edwin with me today if not i'll =.= on the spot. :) They are a bunch of very fun peeps!!! :D Not forgetting my Danish too! hahahaa..

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Full shift tomorrow!

xoxo,

Nat

Bye Halloween

Had been whining like a baby the whole day because I cannot go to any of the halloween parties or even Night Safari.

Shingz man.

but MUHAHAHAHA!!! Its raining people.. its raining :) Congrats to all the HOT and WET sexy bitches out there... :)

ok lah.. Don be so sadistic anymore.

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Every friday, I'll be the happiest cause every saturday I'll be able to see Beeeeee :)

She can cure my "ding dong" behaviour because she is more ding dong then me :) hahahaha!!!!

Bee Bee (only for me to call hor. you guys have to call her Bee Sian! ) is like the only one among all my friends who really understands me inside out and outside in.

I've many friends, good friends but she is the only one I can rely my darkest secrets on so don't assume that if you are very close to me, you'll know everything cause in fact you know nuts.

Bee  is always the only one I will really think of when i'm in deep shit/sad/happy/angry.. Basically everything... cause she is also the only one that I can actually trust.

People always ask me " ah your best friend must be pretty, sociable and loud right? "

NOPE.

My best friend is just a ordinary girl and she really blur. (more blur than me) but I like her innocence and blurness cause it makes me very happy.. I don have to build walls around me when I'm with her. I don need a good looking person to be my best friend.

oh well, its time to sleep.. Meeting her tomorrow at 10.15am :)

Goodnight people and sorry for the lack of updates!

xoxo,

Nat